Since this amazing discovery, it has left me with a profound understanding in several ways. First, I have now come to see for myself that a supreme being who can see across time is responsible for the Bible that we know as God. Secondly, the Bible Code gives us clear insight to the fact that there is indeed life after death. And last but not least, that there is such a thing as "True Love" even though we may have blown it in this life time. Lastly, LOVE is the highest order of the universe.

  I say unto you, whomever may be reading this, don't do what I did and blow your chance at abiding true love. 1979 my true love returned to me after a four years of separation. It was on a warm and starry-starry night under a clear moonlit sky beside a country lake, my true love and I were once again seeing each other for the very first time all over again. It was absolutely beautiful and then some!!

  Michelle in a kind and ever so gentle voice asked me, "Jimmy, do you know what metaphysical is?"  "No." I said, " I'm not sure what it means Shelly, but I believe I have heard that word before." Then in an equally kind and reserved voice, "It means you and not your body." she said. Little did I know then how profound that would be now. Little does she know what a lasting impression that would have on me. But God knows.

  So, we slipped on down off the roof of the car, Shelly climbing into the passenger seat and I into the drivers seat.  I turned to look at Michelle as she turned to look at me, all while  as a dead silence had suddenly fallen over us. Then when without any warning, Shelly turned her back towards me and laid down across my lap while throwing her arms up and around the back of my neck.

  I did not know what to do as I froze from a sudden surge of mixed emotions left over from the first time Michelle had left me. I knew this was our moment to seal our love once again with a kiss. She motioned towards me and I towards her, but in mid stream I suddenly could not kiss Michelle for reasons at the time I did not fully understand until much later.

  It was all to fast for me, but in that moment my heart really wanted too, I dearly did want to pull Michelle towards me and kiss her with all my being. But the immense pain of the past when Shelly (Michelle) suddenly broke up with me tour through me like a bolt of lightning, ripping through my heart and soul, the core of my very being. So, in that fleeting moment, I had NOT embarrassed her. She then got right up off my lap and decided to go right on home. Without a chance to say another word, she slipped into the night into her brothers car, never to be seen again.

  I tell you my friend whomever you are, don't do what I did, rather kiss first and then work out the rest later. For where there is true love, Abiding True Love, there is understanding, where there is understanding, there is forgiveness, where there is forgiveness there is healing. Out of all the pain and agony that I went through in the name of LOVE, one thing stands out perfectly clear. I would not give up all the pain I have gone through to have Michelle back again, for without that painful-painful lesson, I would not have come to understand Love in the profound way I have come to know and understand Love today! For if it were not for my immense heart ache I had to endure over the years from losing my one true Love, I would not have become the deep loving man that I have come to know and be today. Amen.

  So, if you have not explored the world of the Bible Code first hand, then I implore you to do so. Or even better, you are most welcome to write me should you find the need to do so. 

  Below is just one of many painful lessons of LOVE  that came to me over the years.

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